I really don't know how much more of this stress I can take. Giving over a house way under market value and all the furniture doesn't stop my son being used against me...struggling to cope!!
My parents are ill over this also, so not fair. I can't sleep and it's not doing my MS any good. My poor son is caught in the middle.
Friday, 3 January 2014
Thursday, 2 January 2014
Horror fans....
I don't know if there are many Horror movie fans (my fav genre) on here but I run a very popular Group on Facebook entitled 'All Things Horror' over 4,300 members...amazing!!!
Due to demand, I have even had Group t shirts commissioned, as well as being a very busy Group we also have a very friendly bunch of people from all over the World.
So please, look us up and join in.
Due to demand, I have even had Group t shirts commissioned, as well as being a very busy Group we also have a very friendly bunch of people from all over the World.
So please, look us up and join in.
I hate this MS!!!
MS fucking sucks, the changes, drawbacks on life....I'm normally positive but not tonight.
Feeling emotional...
My beautiful son is growing up so fast and this bloody MS has stopped me from being the active playful father he deserves. I found it difficult to play one of his Christmas toys tonight, it was a toy you play with on the floor.
He caught me crying behind my computer, gave me a big hug and a kiss and asked what was wrong, I told him I miss him and he told me he misses me back.
I owe it to him to do my very best to try and do everything in my power to be as healthy and active as a father that I can be.
Wednesday, 1 January 2014
New Home
Started buying for new home, as I'm leaving 99% of furniture here, I have to buy everything again. Well my first purchase was a new 55" Samsung Smart LED TV you can command it with your voice and everything but wonder if it will understand me when I get my MS slurred voice lol...it's even got a built in webcam, it's amazing how far TV technology has advanced.
I purchased my sofa and picked out my bed, but as I only need to give 5 days notice for the bed, I will order later. I purchased all the LED chrome downlighters I need, going to have 4 fitted to each room. Calming things down from my current house where I went crazy with them, having 72 fitted lol.
I have also started contacting contractors to have the house redecorated, wooden floors throughout, then followed by the widening of doors, wetroom etc..
I purchased my sofa and picked out my bed, but as I only need to give 5 days notice for the bed, I will order later. I purchased all the LED chrome downlighters I need, going to have 4 fitted to each room. Calming things down from my current house where I went crazy with them, having 72 fitted lol.
I have also started contacting contractors to have the house redecorated, wooden floors throughout, then followed by the widening of doors, wetroom etc..
Lightweight Wheelchair
I got my new Lightweight Wheelchair delivered, compared to the old one, it at least a quarter of the weight. Much more user friendly. Thanks to Dawn for organising this x
Wednesday January 1st 2014
Well thankfully that's Christmas and Hogmany out the way, can't believe I survived 2013...it sucked on so many levels!!!
Dont get me wrong, it's was nice and relaxing at my parents for Christmas but also a time tinged with a great deal of sadness...It was only my parents, my brother (his wife was ill in bed all day) and I but was a great day. My father as usual excelled himself in the cooking and preparing of enough food for at least 10...loads left. Mum excelled herself with the presents again. I was lucky enough to get an Armani Code EDT gift set, HIM skincare set, Jumper, Scarf, Ted Baker grooming set, New York picture (for my new house), sweets & can't remember the rest. Ryan got me a Blu ray and sweets.
Boxing Day was Dawn & I's Christmas Day. Dawn came laden with food & pressies and a promise of cooking us up a feast but it never happened, instead she opted for the easy option of a feast from the Indian Takeaway lol. She got me fantastic presents too, a black leather electronic reclining armchair, big bottle of Paco Rabanne's 1 Million EDT & deodorant, New York t shirt, a Onesie, Mustang Mug, Mustang Keyring, bottle of Jack Daniels and a talking satsuma novelty toy (joke between us). Thankfully she liked my gifts too :-) So we spent evening eating, drinking and watching movies. The following night, again false promise of cooking that meal for me (shame on you Dawn lol) so this time it was a feast from a Chinese Takeaway.
Hogmany was spent with my son and mother. It was Connors 2nd Christmas Day, he had 22 presents to open and had a great day. We all stayed awake to 2.30am, Connor was not going to sleep lol. It was the last New Years Eve i will spend in my house...was a strange feeling.
To summarise, 2013 was a difficult year for me and I was glad to see the back of it. Not many positives but the one I take from it is obviously my relationship with Dawn. I certainly hope 2014 will be the polar opposite to 2013...infact I know it can only be better!!
I wish you all a fantastic 2014!!!!
Dont get me wrong, it's was nice and relaxing at my parents for Christmas but also a time tinged with a great deal of sadness...It was only my parents, my brother (his wife was ill in bed all day) and I but was a great day. My father as usual excelled himself in the cooking and preparing of enough food for at least 10...loads left. Mum excelled herself with the presents again. I was lucky enough to get an Armani Code EDT gift set, HIM skincare set, Jumper, Scarf, Ted Baker grooming set, New York picture (for my new house), sweets & can't remember the rest. Ryan got me a Blu ray and sweets.
Boxing Day was Dawn & I's Christmas Day. Dawn came laden with food & pressies and a promise of cooking us up a feast but it never happened, instead she opted for the easy option of a feast from the Indian Takeaway lol. She got me fantastic presents too, a black leather electronic reclining armchair, big bottle of Paco Rabanne's 1 Million EDT & deodorant, New York t shirt, a Onesie, Mustang Mug, Mustang Keyring, bottle of Jack Daniels and a talking satsuma novelty toy (joke between us). Thankfully she liked my gifts too :-) So we spent evening eating, drinking and watching movies. The following night, again false promise of cooking that meal for me (shame on you Dawn lol) so this time it was a feast from a Chinese Takeaway.
Hogmany was spent with my son and mother. It was Connors 2nd Christmas Day, he had 22 presents to open and had a great day. We all stayed awake to 2.30am, Connor was not going to sleep lol. It was the last New Years Eve i will spend in my house...was a strange feeling.
To summarise, 2013 was a difficult year for me and I was glad to see the back of it. Not many positives but the one I take from it is obviously my relationship with Dawn. I certainly hope 2014 will be the polar opposite to 2013...infact I know it can only be better!!
I wish you all a fantastic 2014!!!!
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